A year closer...

Happy birthday to me!!
Thank you all for the tolerance courage and patience you have shown for the past 19 years.
I thank the human race for taking me in and making me feel one among them inspite of my many distinct differences
Sigh..weeping in gratitude now..

Its been quite some time since i updated my blog..exams are on not that i am studying just didnt feel like writing..but since it was my birthday had to make an entry its not eveyday i turn 19.

When i look at things i have gained and lost in the past years the loss seem so insignificant.I've gained good friends ,a ever supporting family and a lovely life with its little strifes without which life would get really monotonous.
I have gained experience from my mistakes,troubles and worries.All these have made me what i am today good or bad i cannot say all i can say is that the Rini i know today is a lot more confident and prepared to face the challenges life has in store for her. Yes I continue to torture the world with ohh so much ease..comes naturally.lol.
ok now for some Gyan..lol
THINGS I HAVE REALIZED OVER THE YEARS:
LIFE: live it to the fullest!!!and enjoy every moment cause wanting what you get is more imporatnt than getting what you want :)
LOVE:Ummmm...no idea still figuring this one out gimme another 19 years.
RELATIONSHIP:Its never perfect not even close to being perfect.All you can do is enjoy it while it lasts.:)
FAMILY:at the end of the day these are few people who you can go back to UGLY, DIRTY AND DRUNK and be sure to be accepted ,loved and taken care of no matter what.They deserve to be made happy and it is not really difficult.
FRIENDS:hmm..aahhh...mmm...thinking..still thinking.......ah well friends are like the world to me .Choose them well let them be don't try changing them you will learn a lot from your friends cause they help you see life from all angles, shades ,sizes and colours.I am blessed with an interesting set of friends from all over the country i thankyou for liking me for who I am and letting me be of some help to you all by sharing all your secrets..psst..think twice before you tell me YOUR secrets it might no longer be one :)
STUDIES&CARRER: Absolutely no short cuts here..perservere and be focussed SOMEDAY you
will get where you want to be.
EXPECTATIONS: My simple theory in life one of the toughest actually is to expect as little as possible from people cause ultimately when it doesnt come around you end up feeling really hurt. People who know me personally always rememeber the smile i carry 24/7 and a bubble i have in my voice well the secret is having a comparitively low level of expectation .I enjoy simple things in life like getting wet in the rain or maybe mom getting me coffee when i am dropping dead in front of the comp writing a meaningless blog much like this.Am the easiest person i know to make happy send me the most cliched of ecards or msgs,just call to say hello, i'll still be happy, low maintainance gal is what am called..lol.. well i like it this way{and so do my friends :)} and thats all that matters.
THINGS AM PROUD OF:
My family and the fantastic relationship i share with everyone from Dad to the smallest of my cousins.
My friends like i said before a lovely lot .Very tolerant ,poor tortured souls surely going to heaven after a hell on earth with me.lol
My abiity to completely forget the most painful and agonising fights with friends and keep being there for them .
man feels like a self appraisal form..lol
THINGS I WISH I COULD DO:
Read all the books in the oxford library before i die ok atleast one fourth.
Write something more meaningful than this sheesh...
Speak tamil fluently by the end of this year {kadavule!!!}.
Grow a few inches taller maybe aahh..forget it am destined to be vertically challenged.
Be a lot more patient with people.
AND...
Save you from youself!!!