Sweet nothings

Sometimes my small nothings mean more than the many somethings in my life

I feel a little of nothing every now and then inspite of a very emotionally charged and eventful life. Its like a state of being like some swank 'psycho'logist would like to call it. Now you might wonder what this 'it' is well that is exactly what it is, its nothing, no lets make it "a nothing". Now if you ask me I cannot exactly describe it cause how can i describe something I can't understand myself.

So precisely what am I talking about again you wonder, well maybe you share a feeling of nothing sometimes. Times when you feel upset or sad or plain confused but in reality there is nothing! Yes, there is nothing or atleast thats how you and me can explain it.
Its like the salt you feel in sea breeze its sharp and very there but not something I can actually lay my hands on. Perhaps like the doubt that creeps up when everything around me seems still and silent. The nothing that springs from an uncertainty maybe on a dark night I fear for the stars that are very much there but dont appear. Now to the flip side I may feel happy,excited and esctatic but with no reason. Perhaps my quest to find a possible explanation and practical answers leads to all the confusion and nothingness. I guess if i just embrace the nothingness as it is like any other part this vast incomprehensible, sheerly baffling and mind boggling at times life of mine. Living life for the moment doesnt bad at all. Its all because of the sweet nothing Life becomes as Good as it can get , I would like to believe every moment is the best it can be. Because that moment makes up My existence good or bad it is what I am and who I am at that moment and no point feeling upset or confused and worrying about what the future holds because the past as I know it will help me shape the future as I will someday discover. Things will eventually just tend to clear and clouds have to give way to a bright sunny day I mean why else would there be a Sun in the first place. And the nothings will one day become something great.

I said soo much about the nothings of my life giving it utmost importance and whole lot of reverance and what is the point you ask well the answer is nothing- now see my point?