LIVES ON!!

Ok Dad only because of you..


Actually decided to stop here and even started a new blog..but well dad likes this one and insists i continue here.. So well cheers to gettin back to torturing you poor souls..hehe

MY life is still a mirage...

Just started my 4th sem today..Good to be back in college..
Feeling confused and troubled about a lot of things guess its all part of what they call growing up...well finding meaning in everything has indeed left me in a mess...trying really hard to understand why i feel the things i do and why I think so hard!!..sometimes i wish i could have like a switch off button to my brain and turn comfortably numb like pink floyd says.

Waiting..searching.. for a REASON to cling on to things...

I know i sound cliched but it pretty much gets difficult being me at times..

Expectations that I constantly see in others suffocates me at times.. Sometimes things are just not right and i dont know how to fix it I'm not afraid to admit that but then why am i expected to be calm and pretend and why do i keep letting it affect me..wish i could change..
......will someone speed up the cloning process i need a couple more ME's to handle this..

This page will have only my rantings/daily life dilemmas and issues..did i hear you say BORING well hey i didnt say you have to read it all you may leave no one will hurt you!

I'll be posting all the litty-poetry stuff on
www.wordzmywings.blogspot.com

CHEERS!!! Good to be back!!